Not for Sale! (‾ε‾҂)ҧ

Hey hey :D
Long time no see since I wrote the last post :)
I'd been busy because I had an exam week and try outs :'(
you know, this year is my last year on senior high school
so I'll have a national exam and then go to college soon (╥﹏╥) 


Now I wanna share about my books, comics etc a.k.a my collection :)
This post will make you sure that I love reading and watching movies so much o.O 

1. Comic / Manga

I love reading comic, in my case manga, especially that love story Japan made >.<

I took a picture some mangas that I have (or mangas that in my home now) because I'm sure that some of my manga still borrowed by my friends.

That's some of my shounen manga or 'boys manga'

One Piece, Detective Conan, Naruto?

I'm sure you have heard about it :D

Nah~ this is my favorite mangas \(^0^)/

of course, they all shoujo manga or 'girls manga'

that have a sweet-funny-cute-awesome-touchness love story

My favorite manga drawer so far is Aikawa Saki

She has unique character so that if I see her manga, I already recognize it made by her.

another mangas that I have ~

2. Books

I LOVE reading books! ♥ 

My friends said that I have superpower when I read a book LOL

why? because I can read so fast

I can read a book in hours, that's because I got curious about the story.

So, let's check it out my books :D 

Do you know Meg Cabot?

Yeah! I really love her books ♥ 

Ah, I didn't took the Avalon High book because thats still borrowed

but I love Meg Cabot's book at all!

Of course I have the Indonesian one, because I'm too lazy to read the english version :p

these some other books in Indonesian version

ah ~ Harry Potter 4 and 6 still borrowed so I didn't take the pic

Nah! This my Percy Jackson collection :Dv

I dont have the first one because I have it in ebook version ;p

the story made me crazy for a while

my head full with the name of the olympians

If I'm a Demigod, I'll be the daughter of Athena LOLs XD

this is some of my pure Indonesian books

another books ~

3. Movies


I'm movies addicts.
That's what I'm saying, isn't that enough? LOLs XD

some of my DVDs ~

I like almost all genres, especially romance, horor and thriller

what? I'm not a psycho lols

I have some movies files in my laptop too ~ :D

these is some of my anime DVDs

I also have it on my Laptop because I download it myself u,u

4. Fan Goodies

I'm a Twilight Saga Fans or Twihard!

I took the picture some of my twilight goodies >,<

Ah ~ I'm a Kpopers you know?

I love Korean pop so much ♥ 

 thats me on the pic lols

I have a lot of posters, magazines, and DVDs about Kpop

*especially Super Junior*

I also have some korean reality show that shows korean idol in my laptop

I'm dying for them LOLs

Well ~

thats some of strange things about me,

how about you?

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Problems on ME

I think a lot these days.
Trying hard to identify myself that very irregular.


Moody is very dominating on me.
sudden anger, not receiving, irritable, annoyed for no apparent reason, curt, denounced, explosive emotions . .
Yeah, it's just a few of the several hundred my strange attitude.

I'm a total clown.
you know? clown is always smiling. Don't care if he is sad, his lips always smiling broadly.
Yeah, same with me.

Although my mood always clearly readable, but my clown face can't escape from me. I'm a cheerful girl, though usually quiet and shy with new people.
But I'm a clown.
I can laugh when I'm sad. I could be cheerful even though I was upset. I'm a girl that good at pretending. Good at hiding tears. Be ignored at someone's circumstances, though I was paying attention to them. Said something on my lips, but said the others in my heart. Say yes, but no. Say no, but yes. 
I know. I also hate my f*ckin dishonest self. Lies always around me. Damn.


And I also realized something
You know what?
I never cried because of physical pain. I was always crying because of inner pain. Heart.


I never cried when I fell and hurt my knee. I never cry even though the blood pouring from my wound. 
but,
I always cry when scolded. I cried when I felt the injustice, which is usually associated with my brother.


but I'm so damn good at hiding it.


I never told my secret to anyone. Even to my best friend. Not a secret about who is my crush (but I also hide that lol XD). But another secret deeper.


I became very depressed about my family. Especially everything about my brother. My parents's attitudes to him and injustice inflicted on me is most of the reasons I cried. I know, I know, they instead to choose love. but that's just. . . Well that's it, it's pretty difficult to explain. Problem of the firstborn.




Never mind. I'll try to sort it all out.
Thanks for your time. Don't panic and worried with me. I'm just confused where I must to take it out.




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Super Junior - 안단테 (Andante)

jami wa, jami wa, i jiteun nunmul kkeute kkeuti wa

nae bang, changmun bakk, gwanshim bakk

deung dollin chaero myeochil bami ga, ni gieoki

cheoeum biga naerin nal buteo, jeojeun majimak kkaji

ginagin teoneol sok, eodum do

kkum sogeseon jogeum cheoncheonhi seumi neunde

geudae ye gieok dolgo dora bwado, pihae galsu eobtneun geumal

he eojim ye kkeute dara, dashi dora, dashi dora

neurit neurit ssaha onsu manheun gamjeong do

neurit neurit dama on sumanheun chueok do

jogeum mandeo (neurit neurit) ijeul ge andante

iksuk haejin kkume chabun chabun hage ibyeoreul junbi hae, yeah

kkum sogeseo do geudae mameun, (Yesung Ryeowook) tong bakkul suga eobt neunde, yeah

eonje jjeum ijeul su isseulkka, nuneul tteumyeon geumsae Thursday tto Tuesday

ijen shigan majeo bballa jyeo ga, jogeum mandeo geudael dama dugo shipeunde

geunal ye gieok doldo dora bwado, pihae galsu eobtneun geugot

geudae ye jib ape dara, dashi dora, dashi dora

neurit neurit daga on ibyeol ye sungan do

neurit neurit meoreojin geudae ye maeum do

jogeum mandeo (neurit neurit) mideulge andante

chameuryeo hae bwado, eojjeol su eobshi cha olla shirin naye nun ape

seoseo hi go ideon, nunmul cheoreom, cheoncheonhi

geudae ye gieok dolgo dora bwado, pihae galsu eobtneun geumal

he eojim ye kkeute dara, dashi dora, dashi dora

neurit neurit ssaha onsu manheun gamjeong do

neurit neurit dama on sumanheun chueok do

eonjen ganeun (neurit neurit) ijeul ge andante

andante

Lyrics Credit by : snsdlyrics

Translation:

Sleep is coming, sleep is coming

It comes at the end of these thick tears

In my room, out the window

Out the interest, as I turn my back

I spend many nights with your memories

Starting from the first day that it rained

Till the last soaked day

The darkness of the long tunnel

In my dream, it soaks up slowly

* No matter how much I turn back your memory

Those words, I cannot avoid

At the end of separation,

I turn back, I turn back

** Slowly, slowly, the stacked up emotions

Slowly, slowly, the gathered memories

I will slowly, slowly forget them

Andante

In this dream that I’ve gotten used to

Carefully, carefully, I’ll prepare for separation

I can’t even change your heart in my dream

When will I be able to forget you

When I open my eyes, it’s already Thursdays and again, Tuesday

Now even time is passing quickly

When I want to keep you in a little bit more

No matter how much I turn back the memory of that day

That place, I cannot avoid

In front of your house,

I turn around, I turn around

Slowly, slowly, the approached moment of separation

Slowly, slowly, your further distanced heart

I will slowly, slowly, start to believe it

Andante

I try to endure through it

But I can’t help it-

It builds up coldly, in front of my eyes

My tears gradually well up, slowly

* repeat

** repeat

Someday, I will slowly, slowly forget them

Andante

Andante

Translation Credits: pop!gasa

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Super Junior –-- 하루에 (A Day)

neon mudji, hangsang eolmana, neol sarang ha neunji

gakkeumsshik, ajik meon, mirae kkaji buranhae haji

geokjeong hajima neol gwerob hajima, naegen wanbyeokhan saram ingeol

summan shwi eo do, hwajang anhaedo, neon areum dawo, nun busheo

haru e hanbeon man neol saenggakhae

deo isangeun andwae, akkyeo dul geoya

himdeul eobtdeon haru ye sunshine geudaeman

isseo jun damyeon O.K. geugeollo dwae

neol bomyeon, pyeonhae ireon mal, neon shilheo haetjiman

haengbokhae, hajiman, yeojeonhi neon buranhae haetji

ye shim hajima neol gwerob hijima, sashil sunjinhan saram ingeol

sarang seureon nun useum neomchil ttae, neon areum dawo, nun busheo

haru e hanbeon man neol saenggakhae

deo isangeun andwae, akkyeo dul geoya

himdeul eobtdeon haru ye sunshine geudaeman

isseo jun damyeon O.K. geugeollo dwae

meorissok ontong neoye saenggak ppun

mwonga dareun geoseul wonhaedo, jamshi meolli tteoreojyeo bwado

gyeolguk neo, gyeolguk neo, neomu shinbihae

jamshi nun gamgo neol tteo ollyeo

You’re So Beautiful Girl, neo ppunya

jigeum geudaero ni moseubi

gajang areum dawo nun busheo (My Girl)

haru e hanbeon man neol saenggakhae (ohh)

deo isangeun andwae, akkyeo dul geoya (deo isangeun andwae, akkyeo dullae)

himdeul eobtdeon haru ye sunshine geudaeman

(himdeul eobtdeon haru ye sunshine, geudaeman)

isseo jun damyeon O.K. geugeollo dwae (O.K. geugeollo)

haru e hanbeon man neol saenggakhae (haru e hanbeonman, saenggakhae)

deo isangeun andwae, akkyeo dul geoya (andwae, akkyeo dul geoya)

himdeul eobtdeon haru ye sunshine geudaeman

(himdeul eobtdeon haru ye sunshine geudaeman)

isseo jun damyeon O.K. geugeollo dwae (isseo jun damyeon O.K. geugeollo dwae)

Lyrics credit by : snsdlyrics

Translation:

You always ask, how much I love you

Sometimes, you get worried about the far ahead future

Don’t worry, don’t torture yourself

You are my perfect love

Even if you’re just breathing

Even if you don’t have makeup on

You are beautiful, eye-blinding

I think of you just once a day

It can’t be more, because I’m saving you up

The sunshine of a hard day

If only you are here, it’s OK

That’s all I need

When I see you, I feel comfortable

Even though you don’t like it when I say that

I’m happy but still you are nervous

Don’t doubt- don’t torture yourself

Actually, this is a pure love

When you give off that lovely smile with your eyes

You are beautiful, eye-blinding

I think of you just once a day

It can’t be more, because I’m saving you up

The sunshine of a hard day

If only you are here, it’s OK

That’s all I need

Translation Credits: pop!gasa

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Super Junior --- Oops! feat f(x)

So Ladies, I know y’all feel me. Them boys are always be bluffin’

Tryin’ to feel like they’re the man. Trying to be in control

Thinkin’ they’re always right. But they just don’t get it

bbeongeul chyeodo yubun suji yaejom boge (Uh huh)

nuga jaene heo pungdeul jom maga bollae (Uh oh)

tto shijaki ne ibman yeolmyeon makmu ganae (Huh!)

(Stop it) Oops! Oops! (They’re sayin’) Oops! Oops!

ja, deureo gab nida baksu hanbeon juseyo

nuga mworae do, biju eori god, sang we kwon il pereu No.1 igo

kkoripyo cheoreom dalgo saneun bijueol gasu, TV nawatda hamyeon sonyeo deureun

bonbang sasu bogo itna? Choi Siwon

haruman ttak, haruman jal, saenggyeot dan yaegi deudgo shipeo

maennal mannael, jal saenggyeosseu nikka

eolgullo meokgo sandan daet geureun dal jima

waemo e garyeo jin gachangryeok (Oh yeah)

eolgul maneuro mureupeul kkulh ge harira

bbeongeul chyeodo yubun suji yaejom boge (Oops!)

nuga jaene heo pungdeul jom maga bollae (So what?)

tto shijaki ne ibman yeolmyeon makmu ganae

(Stop it) Oops! Oops! (They’re sayin’) Oops! Oops!

(Stop it) Oops! Oops! (They’re sayin’) Oops! Oops!

jakku heossori haji malgo, ki julge na gaseo chana bae wa

naega taneun chaneun ni deuri bureo wo haneun super car

uri jibeun Las Vegas, L.A., Hollywood

Hawaii, Maldive, Dubai kkaji do bi haenggi eobshi do watda gatda

iyu ga mwolkka, nae chaneun haneureul nara ga Fly to the Sky

sae chaga neujeo jyeo chareul sa, card chung jeoni andwe seo chareul sa

geunyang maksa maksa nae chaneun ni deuri eureu reong haneun eureu reong cha

valet parking butakhae yo, Hey~! Mr. Simple

(Oops boy) heo useum man na oh ne

(Oops boy) Pinocchio na sheot ne

(Oops boy) i namja deul heo punge, Oh yeah

navigation deulgo deureo wa neon pilyo hal geoya

uri jiben mia chatgi poster do itdan da

Park Jisung i watna bwa nan badji chuk gureseun

igeon gongryong gajuk jamba ya eoryeobge guhaesseum

banggeum jina gan geoseun nae ae wonyong chita ji

gaen “shijeo” rago hae uri eomma ye chimpanzee

Do you like coffee? ttarawa boyeo julge nae nongjang

americano saemmul eseo peo ga mok mareumyeon

Oops! Oops! Oops!

Hey! geogi mul gogi nae iyagi hanbeon deureo bollae?

naega malhamyeon nae maldaero sesangi modu byeonhae saero

il deo hagi, ireun sam, il baegi ireun baek ini baek ini

heukineuro byeon hago, heukini hwangineuro byeon hani

injong cha byeoreun (shilheo shilheo) jungryeok ye beonb chigeul geoseulleo

daeryuki dongsereul malhani on segye ga han ttangi dwena ni

nae mareun god jinri yo on sesang ye geu beonbi yo

naega baro sonyeo deul ye daetong ryeong Leeteuk!!

Oops!!

bbeongeul chyeodo yubun suji yaejom boge

nuga jaene heo pungdeul jom maga bollae

tto shijaki ne ibman yeolmyeon makmu ganae

(Stop it) Oops! Oops! (They’re sayin’) Oops! Oops!

Oops! Oops! Oops!

(Heenim 2 years gatda olge)

uju daeseuta ye heose heopung bbeong shijak

naman han Pinocchio jeoldae eobseul geol jinjja

nan bichi na waemo, kkochi na maehok, jeogin nae ja tae

yeoja eolgeureun anbwa naega deo naa, bamsae ullineun naye jeonhwa

wolsugeum niga nae yeoja, hwamok to jaega nae yeoja, oppa nado teryeo ga

ilyo il O.K.? geurae arasseo, neon nae taibin geullae meoreoseu

mae dallineun aen pat bbang jaem eobtji

nan seong gyeogeun sopung galttae do shirak kkok ssa gaji

(hyungeun bbeong ani janha)

bbeongeul chyeodo yubun suji yaejom boge

nuga jaene heo pungdeul jom maga bollae

tto shijaki ne ibman yeolmyeon makmu ganae

(Stop it) Oops! Oops! (They’re sayin’) Oops! Oops!

(Stop it) Oops! Oops! Oops!

Lyrics credit by : snsdlyrics

Translation:

So ladies, I know y’all feel me

Them boys are always be bluffin

Tryin to feel like they’re the man

Trying to be in control

Thinkin they’re always right

But they just don’t get it

* How can you make that kind of joke- Look at this guy

Can someone please block their bragging

They’ve started again- as soon as they open their mouths, they go all out

Stop it oops, oops T

hey’re saying oops oops

Now, we’re going to start- please give a round of applause

No matter what anyone says, my visuals are in the higher 1% level- number one

I’m labeled as a visual singer

When I’m on TV, girls watch the real-time broadcast

Are you watching- Choi Siwon?

Just one day, just one day, I want to hear that I’m good-looking

Because I hear that I’m good-looking every single day

Don’t leave comments that say I live off of my face

(I have singing skills that shadow my looks)

Oh yeah- I shall make you kneel with just my face

* repeat

Stop it oops, oops

They’re saying oops oops

Stop it oops, oops

They’re saying oops oops

Stop saying useless things

Here are the keys, now go get my car

My car is a super car that you’re jealous of

Our home is in LA, Las Vegas, Hollywood

Hawaii, Maldives, even Dubai

We travel even if there aren’t any planes

How? Because my car can fly- fly to the sky

The car wash is taking too long so I buy a new one

I can’t charge my card so I just buy a car

I just buy it, just buy it

My car is a roaring car that you guys roar about

Yo valet parking, I’m asking you

Hey, Mr.Simple

Oops boy, I’m just scoffing at you

Oops boy, what a Pinocchio

Oops boy, These guys are so cocky- oh yeah

Bring the GPS system and get it, you might need it

Our house is so big, it even has a missing child poster

Park Ji Sung is here, I’m getting soccer lessons

This is a dinosaur leather jacket- it was hard to get

The thing that just passed by was my pet cheetah

His name is Caesar- my mom’s chimpanzee

(Do you like coffee?) Follow me, I’ll show you

Take a sampler from my americano field if you’re thirsty

Oops, oops, oops

Hey, you little fishies- listen to my story

Whatever I say, it will happen and the world will change anew

1 + 1 is 3 and 1 – 1 is 100

White people turn into black people and black people turn yellow

I don’t like racism, don’t like it

I don’t like the law of gravity, or the continental drift theory

How can the whole world be one piece of land?

My words are the truth- the law of the entire world

I’m the president of the girls- Leeteuk

* repeat

Stop it oops oops (haha)

They’re sayin oops oops

Oops, oops (2 years)

Oops (I’ll be back)

The great star of the universe’s cockiness, showing off, starts

There really isn’t another Pinocchio like me

I shine- my appearance- blooms flowers- my seductive body frame

I don’t look at girl’s faces, I’m better

My phone rings all night

You’re my girl on Mondays, Wednesdays, Fridays

She’s my girl on Tuesdays, Thursdays, Saturdays

“Oppa take me too” ok- on Sunday

Okay fine, you’re my type- glamorous

Clingy girls are no fun

I always pack lunch when I go on a field trip

Hyung, but you’re really not joking (kidding!)

* repeat

Stop it oops oops

They’re sayin oops oops

Stop it oops oops

Translation Credits: pop!gasa

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