WHAT TIME IS IT? IT'S 2PM!

hello guys!
I just came back from Jakarta this morning! I still can't believe that I already attended 2PM concert! XDXDXD

Their performance was amazing! I really love the lighting, it's so colorful and shiny. In the Hands Up song I felt like I'm in da club! I'm screaming all the time until my throat hurt now :(

I'm so sorry I can't show you the pic here because I didn't bring any camera keke :p I decided to watch the show and focus on it. I didn't want to break my focus with taking some pictures :p but you can see it here

are you ready?

IT'S ALREADY D-2 !!!

2PM GLOBAL LIVE TOUR 2012!!

short paradise

hey just wanna tell you guys that I'm now back to Pekalongan to spend some holiday. I came here since Thursday at early morning and will be back to Malang at Sunday afternoon. *sigh*

I spent my times here with a lot of eating, enjoying my beloved wifi and sleeping lols. Really hope that tomorrow never come :(

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[un]believable news! XD

helow everybodeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! XDD

I'm still in the middle of my exam week, but I wanna write a post here so badly lol *kick*

you know... If I really wanna post something must be a reason for that, so...

you know this?

2PM GLOBAL TOUR 2012

here i am

hello all ~
It's been a long time past since my last post >.<
so sorry because I'm totally drowned with my college activities -_- and my modem turn lagged when I stayed at my boarding house, oh well I can give you a lot of reason why I don't post things on my blog until you feeling sleepy but... hm.... am I being chatty again? lol

this college things is very different with high school. Less time to study but a lot of work to do. I almost got a homework in every lectures. FYI... here is my schedule (I'm in Accounting major)

welcome to Malang

hewo guys :p
this post maybe just contains of some words because I'm little bit busy here u.u

I already left Pekalongan and stay in Malang. Tonight is my first night in my kost/rented-room alone :') just felt it how I suddenly crying because of random thoughts about my family :'(

Until this Saturday I'm going to attend 'ospek' things in my university, or known by 'pra-college-events'. I'm so dizzy with the tasks and I spent my whole time to work on it. Even I must replace my works because the color of my paper was wrong. Wish me luck for those events and hope I won't get any detention at all :')

I can't wait for my first college class on next Monday!!!


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total makeover~!!!

hewo everybodeeeh ~

sorry it took so long for my last post although i promised you guys to update my blog soon. -_-v

so ~

TA~ DA~ !!

my blog comeback with a total makeover! Omg i worked on it for almost three days T.T... This idea came when i felt so bored  and... a barber shop truly did makeover me. So i decided to replaced my blog with new theme. Yeah i changed my blog-name into haera 뿅~ (read : haera ppyong~) kkk i don't know why. And my tagline : with a chance, because i love comedy sitcom "Sonny with a chance" (esp. because Sterling Knight lol XD) haha, Demi was so cute and funny there, i couldn't stop laughing XDDD

actually, this blog theme was made by someone else, but i fixed it so hard to fit with my style. for 3 days people. 3 DAYS. And thank God now my blog is awesome enough for me lolol

so now i'm going to upload my makeover photo :/ i really hate it. i really miss my light-brown hair :'( i changed it to dark again because on my college-introduction-events, we are not allowed to come with colored hair. Ugh. So, here we go my non-edit photo...

FACTS about (claimed as) 'bullying evidence' of T-Ara Scandal

hello guys! >.<
honestly I wanna post this since a long time ago, but I'm too lazy to do it lolol.

after you read the title of my post, you already now what I'm gonna talk about right now. Yeah, this is another T-Ara thingy. After my long post about my feelings and my opinion, now I'm gonna share the facts about those 'which-claimed-as-evidence-bullying' articles. Many website already post about this, and many people has their own way to prove that those evidence are totally fake (omg I love those guys T.T) . This made me realized that many people still love and support T-Ara, made me almost burst tears when I read it T___T

I read a lot of it, and my most favorite web so far is hyotheleader. I'm not gonna repost it because I respect the owner (and cuz it has a lot of explanation too lol), but I'll give you the link directly one-to-one post so you don't need to explore the web with difficulty. It has 17 evidence so far, so here we go :

my opinion : T-Ara scandal

[!!!] Notice : sorry for my bad english or broken grammar

T-Ara scandal still becomes a hit nowadays. About Hwayoung that left T-Ara and netizen claimed her as a 'bullying victim'. This came first at T-Ara member's twitter that showed as if they did a sarcastic tweet which netizen believe pointed indirectly to Hwayoung. After that, many articles came out like crazy and people start thinking about Hwayoung was being bullied by the other members. Some netizen even shared some evidence  to prove that T-Ara members had been bullying her all this time. And then the CEO of CCM made a big statement that Hwayoung is no longer T-Ara members. He said it was deciding by a meeting between T-Ara's staff for the best way to both side which Hwayoung or T-Ara members. He denied those bullying rumour by asked the members and claimed that there was no such thing like that. Of course the netizen refused to believe that statement and demand for the truth. And then some articles came out again bla bla bla I don't want to continue it anymore, just google it for detail info.

my korean reality/variety/concert shows

hey all I really miss you so much >.< it's been a while since my last post and know I'm back with my unimportant post (again) *giggles*

so, based on the title in this post, I'm gonna show you my own stuff about korean reality shows, variety shows and some korean concerts. Most of them is Super Junior as the main guest/star, since I'm an ELF, but now I try to collect the other idols like 2PM and f(x). Mostly of them is old shows, but it really worth to be watched. Some of them maybe broken or corrupt since I bought it in DVDs, but some of them perfectly good because I downloaded it myself. There is some shows that I haven't even seen :p lols

here you go!

just back from my college registration

hewo :p
I'm sorry for not updating my blog for a while. I came to Malang city since 9th of June until 13th June for completing my college registration because I already accepted ini Brawijaya University yeah! XD

Just wanna tell you a short story about it. I stayed in my uncle house when I was in Malang. In registration day, at 12th June, I met many friends from East Java. It's looked like I was the only one who came from Central Java  because some friends that introduce theyselves to me said that they came from East Java T.T. My twitter friends that join the same major with me from Jakarta unfortunately didn't meet me there. She's the only one who came to Malang from her school, exactly same with me which came from Pekalongan. Uh. We just sending short message and regret it. Oh yeah, at that time I got my jacket and almamater coat!

totally moved T..T

holla my lovely readers :D
I'm in good mood nowadays because I'm going to collegeeeeee lols XD. But I also sad because I'll leave my lovely high school friends soon. Oh my T..T

that's some present from my 18th birthday whom I got from my best and close friends ~ You couldn't imagine how I felt when I opened the present. OMG. Got a speechless and totally moved. How could they know that I wanted this and that? Are they have a super power or can read my mind as well? Gaaah >.< maybe that's called friend's instinct...

BEST BIRTHDAY EVER

 OMG OMG I CAN'T SAY ANYTHING T.T

I graduated from high school FINALLY XD

that word "LULUS" means I pass XD

waiting . . .

I'm stress out :|
waiting for the announcement of graduation and university acceptance is make me so sick. My stomach always queasy if I thought about that. I'm so worried with my score of national exam. I'm freaking out if the university will reject me. Oh my God. My life is going into a hard times. I feel like I wanna cry everytime.

Okay. I supposed keep the spirit in my body. OPTIMISTIC!. I must spread positive thinking around my head. Even though I got a bad score on my national exam, but I must PASS it into graduation. Even though I failed at university acceptance, I can take the writing test to go there. OK. FIGHTING!!!!

don't forget to pray for me, wish me all the best, and God will always blessed me :)


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new new new *again*

hey yo guys >.<
as you can see, I already made some changed *again*. I replaced my old template with this simple template because I prefer things more simple right now, hehe :p oh, I changed this blog title and slogan too. It's miss clumsy! Lols. I don't know why I chose that tittle. My stranger's side come in... HA HA

okay, it's been a long time I didn't post my selca, so here it is! *drum sound*

hey hey! I also have my phone back! oh my... I miss it so much!

wdyt?

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enjoy Pottermore.com

hi all, just found a new toy here, lols
are you a Harry Potter fans? If you are, have you join pottermore? You can join now. I joined it yesterday and now addicted with it. lols

In Pottermore, first you must explore the story to get a wizard book, a wand, a pet, etc. You should continue to explore every chapter until you placed in a house; Gryffindor, Ravenclaw, Hufflepuff or Slytherin. I'm in Ravenclaw by the way XD I always came to Ravenclaw wherever and whenever I tried sorting hat. You can collect things if you found some in every chapter, also a galleon if you lucky.

If you already finished the first book, you can try to duel the other house or brew some potions. You can't explore the second book because it's not released yet. If you won some duels, you can increase the house points of your house. It's also works for brew a potion. Oh yeah, my username is ShieldKnight31545, add me okay? XD

*click to enlarge the pic*

my profile on pottermore XD now already have 300++ points

Pottermore Gateway

Ravenclaw's common house :)

wanna duel with me?

brew a potion, you can add things to your mortar or cauldron and follow the recipe

oh! succeed XD

wdyt? join now!

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Avengers Assemble!

hey! just wanna tell you that I just watch THE AVENGERS!!
OMG OMG OMG
the movie is just... FVCKIN' AWESOME!! And my lovely Iron Man is SUPER COOL!! You must watch it! I know it's a little bit late to me to watch this because of my busy schedule so finally I watched it this afternoon and... WOW

THE AVENGERS : AMAZING

Oh yeah, you should watch it on 3D cuz the effect would make the movie even better! Lols. Honestly I got a shocked for several times because suddenly something like coming towards me from the cinema screen, lols. Well, I'm not gonna tell you the spoiler now, just watch it by your own and you can tell me if you are agree with my opinion here XD

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a trip, finally! ^^

hola everyone ~

just comeback from a trip and now ady work for a university-test-course *sigh*. Well, just ignored about my lazyness to go to a course and now I'll tell you about my last trip to Yogyakarta! Yeeey *claps*

Okay, so I went to Yogya with my brother, dad, mom, and my grandmother. We left Pekalongan on Saturday 12/5/5 and went to Semarang first, to picked my grandma. At first we would go to Magelang, but when my father gonna booked a room, it was full everywhere. My oh my. They said it was because there would a celebration about Waisak Day on Borobudur temple so many hotels got booked first. So finally we decided to go to Yogyakarta! ^^

We arrived in Yogyakarta at 7.30 pm and after got a hotel to stay, we went to Malioboro road. I ate 'gudeg' there and it was so delicious. Anyway, 'Gudeg' is a typical food from Yogyakarta :) you can google it if you still curious about it lols. I bought some keychains to myself and so did my brother. Time was going so fast so we back to hotel and took some rest :)

In the next day, we went to Prambanan Temple! >.<

Do you know the legend of Prambanan temple? About a princess called Roro Jonggrang who turned into a statue? Google it then lols XD so lazy to explain to you here lols. The place is so nice and clean for real. The temples was amazed me >.< how could people in the past built the temple so high and complicated, with those reliefs? Who knows? *knock my head* but those temples was attacked by an earthquake in 2006, so there was some broken temples around. And I got a little bit disappointed because the larger temple was closed. It called Shiva temple. There is 4 statue there and one of them is the Roro Jonggrang statue T^T. People couldn't enter it. I thought that's because there is some broken or cracked inside so that's dangerous also too climb it.

So, I climb the other temples and took a picture on it. Oh yeah. There was a strange-weird-dork event! When I still took a picture with my mom, there was some teenagers came to me and asked me to have a picture with them. My head was something like...

"what the heck is goin on..."

"this is a joke right?"

"..."

so I'm sure that my face was blank and looked like a fool -.- so I just agreed it and took some pic with them. After they left, me and my mom started to laugh and thinking what the hell is goin on... and my mom said that maybe they thought me as a tourist from India *WTH* yeah, with my almost dark-skinned, light-brown hair and a sunglasses on me, maybe yes (?)

wanna some pic? here you go...

haha, me as a crazy jumper lols

me and my mom >.<

this is the closed shiva temple ~

in the corner of the temple o.o

my mom and Lisa said that's sexy, what sexy? -.-

hello there :p

nice shoot, dad! :D

broken temple

very short video about the broken temple with my strange voice lols

well, after that we had lunch and then went straight to Pekalongan *sad*

wdyt?

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Last Party T^T

Hey guys!
Sorry, I promise you I'll post as soon as my National Exam finished, but after that I'm so busy with the other activities. I must prepared for farewell party on high school. I must search the right clothes and you know what? I MUST DANCE! DANCE! OMG ~.~

I did it well, I think. I dance a song by T-Ara , Roly Poly, with almost all the original moves. Just removed some part that too hard to be learned at that time. Thanks God I was not the only one who must dance, there was 8 person at all. My friend recorded it on video with my camera, but I NEVER GONNA UPLOADED IT! HAHA! Sorry guys .__.

Oh yeah, my class theme on farewell party was 'CANDY'. Sooo NOT me. Yeah. You can laugh. Ha ha. And I wore a mini dress or whatever it called. Ugh. First time ever. And we handing out a lot of candy and lollipop to the younger class who also attend the party. They was like 'Aaaaa give me one! Aaaa sis, give me, give me!' and BOOM! No candy or lollipop left T^T.

some pics ^^

from left - right : Arif, Arofah, Hanum, ME, Danil

MY CLASS ^^ SOSIS

Cici and ME

wdyt?

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wish me ALL the BEST!

gyaaaaah >0<
time goes so fast!
I'll have my National Exam on Monday - Thursday, 16th - 19th April 2012
still study hard until now, okay, maybe the word 'hard' is too much. Just study as usual. I don't wanna get stressed before exam because that can influence my work on the day o.o

study (?)

here is the schedule of my National Exam :

Monday, 16th April 2012 -> Indonesian language

Tuesday, 17th April 2012 -> Economy, English

Wednesday, 18th April 2012 -> Mathematics

Thursday, 19th April 2012 -> Geographic, Sociology

for you who read this, please, pray for me, wish me can do the exam well and raise the high scores. Please, please, PLEASE! T^T

see you soon after exam ~.~

the new ME

hello hello XD

I'll have a National Exam SOON! (.__.") It will be held on 16th April, so I'm counting days right now u,u

oh yeah, in order to celebrate (?) Nat Exam's coming, I had a make over. I have a new hair cut and hair color! ^^

BEFORE

AFTER

so weird and strange right? kkk~ just wanna try different style :3 thanks to my mom who paid this :* I LOVE YOU MOM! :*
btw, I LOVE IT! wdyt?

My Feelings about Fangirling

Do you know Super Junior?

You MUST know them, if you still don’t know them, OH MY GOD! Where do you live?

I’m an ELF. Or EverLasting Friend. It’s an official name for Super Junior’s Fans. My fandom color is sapphire blue. Yea. I’m the one of those sapphire blue. It's almost 3 years I'm being an ELF :)

I know some of you dislike Super Junior. Some of you judge them the wrong way. Some of you judge ELF. Some of you insulted both. I didn’t say that it’s wrong. Everyone have the right to like or dislike someone or something. I’m in love with Super Junior and you don’t? So what? I’m not gonna forced you to love them like the way I did. If you hate them, just hate! But you have to hate in the right way. You can say hate in ‘Haters Group’. Not in the ‘Fans Group’ like I saw nowadays.

Today is the April fool day. And through his twitter, Super Junior’s leader Leeteuk gave his phone number to us, to ELF! Some of ELFs got a lucky chance because Leeteuk had hang up some calls! Tell me, which idol did the same way like our leader did? ELFs got a crazy day today. Even my twitter friend also had a little talk with Leeteuk! OMG!

In the end of April. We, Indonesian ELF, will have a Super Junior concert called Super Show 4 in Jakarta. Everybody got excited of that. Except me.

Why?

Because in April, I will have a National Exam. I told you this is my last year on high school. Although SS4 will be held about the end of April, I’m sure I can’t watch it. I must prepare myself to college test. Also, I didn’t come from a rich family, just an average family. And for me, spend Rp.1000.0000 or $100 just for watching concert is too much. That’s not included the transportation and a place to stay at night. And, my parents do not really like with my fans activities. They said that I was too obsessed. And, even I haven’t told them there is Super Junior concert, I’m sure they won’t let me to watch it. Don't get me wrong, but I have some friends with the same problem with me, 'parents problem'. But they fought with it. Sadly, I'm not that kind of person. If my parents said this, I just follow what it said. No matter what.

You know what? I had a feel that I’m really regret for know Super Junior. Why I’m so in love with them? Maybe you don’t know and don’t believe with it, but I’m really bound my heart with them. This feeling is real! I never had this kind of feel before. I’m not saying this as a little girl who had a madness with their idol! I’m 17! And many ELF is older than me and said the same! Is it too much when I started about to cry? I cry when Super Junior had a hard time. I cry when my ELFs friend can fangirling and I can't. I strangely keep crying and crying.

Am I failed ELF?

I can’t watch their concert... am I failed fans?

I have a friend. She is an ELF. I usually call her Onnie, that’s mean older sister in Korean. She is my inspiration ELF. She is the most pure ELF I have ever seen. I already told her that I can’t watching SS4 concert, with the reason in it. I thought she would say ‘ah... I’m sorry to hear that’ or something. But she replied like this

“ it must be hard. Dont force urself overly ss4 dear. Yeah you'd better obey ur parent.”

OMG! I know that was a simple answer, but it was help me to survive in ELF so much!

So in the end, I would like to say thanks for ELF. My big and kind family. Thanks for support me. I will stay in ELFs line, although I can't really DO the fans must do. I'm sorry and thank you so much.

Don’t trust too much. Don’t love too much. Don’t hope too much. Because, that "too much" can hurt you so much.

@DamnItsTrue

[UPDATE] for my Indonesian Kpopers \(^o^)/

FF update! I'm gonna post the link so you can read it.

but remember,I made the FF with Indonesian language, so to the foreigners, probably you can't understand my Indonesian FF. If you still wanna read it, you may try translate it to your own language with google translate, but I'm afraid won't understand it at all because the difference of our language structure. 

You can read it here :

The Rendezvous [PART 1]

The Rendezvous [PART 2]

The Rendezvous [PART 3]

The Rendezvous [PART 4]

The Rendezvous [PART 5]

The Rendezvous [PART 6]

The Rendezvous [PART 7]

The Rendezvous [PART 8]

The Rendezvous [PART 9]

it's still ongoing, but I can't sure you when I will post again because my national exam is close and I need to study hard.

If you can't open it, maybe you can add my facebook first :)

happy reading :)

(another) changes

hey hey it's me again :)

just come back from several "pre-nat-exam" activities, hope you understand why I didn't update my blog for a while chu ~.

oh! I decided to change my blog appearance too, what do you think?

from now, I think I'll be more far away from this blog, because, MY NATIONAL EXAM WILL COMING SOON! GAAAAAH :|

see you several years from now ~ :p

Finally Self-Changing ! ^^

Yo All!
I'm changing my nickname on this blog now :)
I changed it into "Miss Clumsy'

Yeah, because my mom always told me that I really, really, really clumsy, even careless. But it's not going any far from my nickname before, 'Mrs Cullen' right? Because, you know Bella Swan (but it the end, she'll become Bella Cullen) from that movie, Twilight? She definitely has the clumsiest habit ever!


But don't worry. I'm still using Resika Cullen for blog profile. I just changed blog header and my signature into 'Miss Clumsy". Resika Cullen is my real nickname for almost 3 years, and I dont wanna lose it. That name is like my soul, so I can't separate it from me.


The real reason why I changed it is I'm not at 'Cullen' image anymore. Many friends call me Haera now, because my Korean addicted. But if I changed my nickname to 'Haera', it just, what is it, too ordinary, not special, and easily to forget, am I right? So, remembering my mom said, ah, it's 'Clumsy' !


Maybe you will feel weird, or strange? Hey, just accept it okay! ^^ I already told you that I'm a strange girl :p no need to worry, my head is not goin' crazy (yet). Or maybe I'm a crazy people? 


Everyone, everybody, everything, who cares? Just be CRAZE!

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Pray for Me!

Hey guys!
It's almost February :(
It means one step closer to the National Exam :(


Now is already count-time. Yeah. I must count my mark from semester 3, 4 and 5 so I know that I could join the 'Invitations' way to university without a test. I'm freakin out. My mark is not good enough. It's only 50% off parallel rank who could join this way. Many of my friend has a better mark than me. Sigh.


I know. I know. This is not the only way to enter the University. There is another way like National University test and each university own test. But this 'Invitations' way is also a chance for me, right? I'm just an ordinary student. Not a genius or stupid one. I hope I could join a university without a test. Actually that's my parents hopes too. So dont judge me at first okay?


This 'Invitations' way is not easily predicted. I mean, a genius student still could not be accepted in university which he/she wanted. My mom said this way need a lot of fortune. Luck. Yeah. You know what? In my 17 years life, I NEVER GOT A DOORPRIZE. Do you know what I mean? I have a bad luck. But I still could win a championship, dont get me wrong. I just never won a single doorprize -.- even the doorprize is a piece of candy -.-


Okay, okay! Stop it! I must reach my spirit. Dont be such a fool by self-pity and continue whine about my destiny. My senior said, she accepted in university because :


1. Diligent to pray
2. Kind to people
3. Help people
4. Study hard


I think she has a big luck too -.-


So, THIS IS MY SPIRIT!!


I will try to do that 4 things, and I will add some :


5. Be a confident
6. Dont 'galau-ing'
7. Ask my family to praying me
8. etc


Well, for you who already read this, can you pray for me too? I really appreciated it :) Someday God will give you the return because you already help me :)




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