Pray for Me!

Hey guys!
It's almost February :(
It means one step closer to the National Exam :(


Now is already count-time. Yeah. I must count my mark from semester 3, 4 and 5 so I know that I could join the 'Invitations' way to university without a test. I'm freakin out. My mark is not good enough. It's only 50% off parallel rank who could join this way. Many of my friend has a better mark than me. Sigh.


I know. I know. This is not the only way to enter the University. There is another way like National University test and each university own test. But this 'Invitations' way is also a chance for me, right? I'm just an ordinary student. Not a genius or stupid one. I hope I could join a university without a test. Actually that's my parents hopes too. So dont judge me at first okay?


This 'Invitations' way is not easily predicted. I mean, a genius student still could not be accepted in university which he/she wanted. My mom said this way need a lot of fortune. Luck. Yeah. You know what? In my 17 years life, I NEVER GOT A DOORPRIZE. Do you know what I mean? I have a bad luck. But I still could win a championship, dont get me wrong. I just never won a single doorprize -.- even the doorprize is a piece of candy -.-


Okay, okay! Stop it! I must reach my spirit. Dont be such a fool by self-pity and continue whine about my destiny. My senior said, she accepted in university because :


1. Diligent to pray
2. Kind to people
3. Help people
4. Study hard


I think she has a big luck too -.-


So, THIS IS MY SPIRIT!!


I will try to do that 4 things, and I will add some :


5. Be a confident
6. Dont 'galau-ing'
7. Ask my family to praying me
8. etc


Well, for you who already read this, can you pray for me too? I really appreciated it :) Someday God will give you the return because you already help me :)




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