my opinion : T-Ara scandal

[!!!] Notice : sorry for my bad english or broken grammar

T-Ara scandal still becomes a hit nowadays. About Hwayoung that left T-Ara and netizen claimed her as a 'bullying victim'. This came first at T-Ara member's twitter that showed as if they did a sarcastic tweet which netizen believe pointed indirectly to Hwayoung. After that, many articles came out like crazy and people start thinking about Hwayoung was being bullied by the other members. Some netizen even shared some evidence  to prove that T-Ara members had been bullying her all this time. And then the CEO of CCM made a big statement that Hwayoung is no longer T-Ara members. He said it was deciding by a meeting between T-Ara's staff for the best way to both side which Hwayoung or T-Ara members. He denied those bullying rumour by asked the members and claimed that there was no such thing like that. Of course the netizen refused to believe that statement and demand for the truth. And then some articles came out again bla bla bla I don't want to continue it anymore, just google it for detail info.

T-Ara is my favorite girlband. I wasn't interested in any girlband before, and since I knew T-Ara and like them, I realized that some girlband also cool. And now this scandal came out and everybody started to hate T-Ara, bashed them, blame them etc. And it's like not bad enough, most of them bashing Jiyeon because they believe that she was the member who bullied Hwayoung the most. Well, Jiyeon is MY BIAS. I like T-Ara because I saw her at first. She is my number one bias among the other girlband members. And the question is, do you know what I feel after all of those shocking news? After I read a tons of articles? After netizen claimed Jiyeon was the number one b*tch? After saw most people bashed her and the other T-Ara members? After knew that a lot of fans became antifans?

seriously? I'm still sad and scared about what happen to Nichkhun oppa. He is my bias, and his accident scandal made me cry for several times, made me feel horrible and afraid that Jay Park scandal would be repeated. When I started thinking that it was the worst, suddenly this T-Ara scandal blew up and I just like wanna threw myself into the ocean. OH MY GODNESS WHY ALL THESE HAPPEN IN ONE TIME????!!!!!!!

first time I heard the scandal, I didn't believe about it much because too many guessing and very objective. And then I started to read another article... another one... another one... another one... and finally I couldn't express my feeling about that. I'm disappointed. I feel betrayed. I feel horrible. I'm mad. I'm sick of this. I started to think how poor Hwayoung and started to lose my respect for the other T-Ara members, esp Jiyeon. How could you did this to me Jiyeon onnie? I adore you so much and then this? Terrific.

I feel so down and I decided to re-read the articles. With this much pain, hell yeah, why not? I already have so much pain so I can't receive any pain more. Carefully I read again the article, the one from netizen who claimed it as an evidence which shown the other T-Ara members purposely being mean to Hwayoung instead a usual friend joke. And then I realized that some of those evidence was wrong. I was confused and started to read the readers comments. Oh, a lot of hate comments around there but I could find a lot of people denied it. I found some people said that some of evidence were wrong and they also write the reason of it. I surprised that the reason is exactly same with what I thought before. And after that, I changed my mind.

I pushed myself to keep think positive until CCM (T-Ara's management) announce the truth. Well, CCM didn't revealed anything about bullying. Not a surprise -.-. I already know that CCM is a badass management, esp the CEO, KKS (Kim Kwang Soo). Before all of this, I knew that T-Ara overworked. They don't even had a single holiday for years. I can see they always launching album or single, keep release new music videos within a narrow time and some of them cast in korean drama. Jiyeon was reported faint after perform because extremely exhausted and recently she finally back to her home for the first time after four years. Eunjung had a leg injury but she still did shuffle dance T.T. According to that, CCM still said that they lazy. WTF. And I'm very very very mad when CCM decide to add two more members to join T-Ara. CCM said that this addition would make T-Ara better and some kind of punishment because there are some T-Ara members who being lazy and whatever. Seriously I think CCM is maniac and KKS is the king of devil. Even Jiyeon said that KKS can paid media to write an article according to his will. So I believe that KKS wouldn't revealed the truth about this bullying scandal and I was right.

a lot of fans leave T-Ara, even became antifans and everyone started to bash them. They cursed them and said that they just some b*tch and Hwayoung already save and her leaving is the best way instead of receiving more suffer. But I'm not one of those haters. I stand for T-Ara. I stand for Jiyeon, Eunjung, Hyomin, Soyeon, Boram and Qri even Hwayoung. Why? Because we don't know the real truth. You all maybe say there already a lot of evidence and how stupid I am. Wow. We all don't know the truth and shouldn't take the rumour as it's the truth. Evidence can be made. If you are smart enough, you'll never believing anything untill T-Ara members or Hwayoung revealed the truth by their own mouth. This should be done to all of Queen's (Queen's is the name of T-Ara's fans/fandom) but many of them didn't. People see what they wanna see. If people already had a bad thought, then those thought will be following their mind. Like I was. I felt bad when read the articles and became more bad and even worse. Positive thinking help me a lot.

many articles came out and more evidence revealed. Some of it contains a bullshit and even didn't prove anything. But all about T-Ara's news became bad for those who already believe that T-Ara is badass. Oh I don't blame media. They just did their job, and gaining some profit to continue their life. I just mad when I found that the article is fake and regret why the writer didn't check it first and just took it raw from the source. In this case, many articles just linking some video or picture which looked fit and claimed it as bullying evidence. Camera can fool people. How do you know that is a bullying unless you were there? I remind you, those articles is not the truth. How do I know that it's not the truth? well, then how do you know that it's the truth? Maybe it's true, but maybe not. WE DON'T KNOW ANYTHING! maybe u'll say what about the evidence of some witness? They said they watched T-Ara members bullying Hwayoung! hey, how do you know they were lying or not? I can do that too! I will post something in website without show my name with the reason of safety, and claimed that I used to T-Ara staff or whatever and say that I watched Hwayoung being bullied. Who knows that was just another haters work? Like I said, we don't know the truth. I'll believe it if T-Ara members or Hwayoung finally revealed the truth. I don't believe any other source. I just wanna believe T-Ara or Hwayoung.

maybe you all judge me as another delusional Queen's. I'm afraid I must say no. I never say I'm a Queen's. Yes, I like T-Ara, even much, but that's not mean I'm a Queen's. I feel that I'm not worth enough to be called as a Queen's. Memorized their name or their face is not enough. I'm still learning and keep following news about them. I'm so happy when people think I'm a Queen's. I'm just T-Ara's ordinary fan. That's why I'm so sad when so many people that claimed as Queen's just leaving T-Ara and many of them became an antifan.

oh yeah I believe some of you called me pathetic or stubborn or whatever. You maybe say I really stupid and blind, defending my idol who did wrong and pretending all of my idol did never wrong. Well, that was stupid. I never do that. I JUST WANT THE TRUTH. That's not mean I defending them. you will say I'm just another fans who believe I must support whatever happen to my idol and even defending them when they truly did wrong. I guess you read what Queen's doing by said we never leave T-Ara, we always support T-Ara, a real Queen never leave T-Ara, etc. Well, I'm afraid that you all wrong and misunderstanding. If the truth revealed, and T-Ara members indeed bullied Hwayoung, I'll exactly say that they did wrong. But I'll keep support them. Support them is not mean that we agreed or accept whatever they did although they wrong. Support them means we never leaving them when they through a hard time. We know that they wrong, but we know that T-Ara will realized what they did was wrong, and they will always learn from the mistake. That was I'm gonna do if T-Ara says the truth that they did wrong.

well, I must saying that the stupid things ever was people who spreading hoax. In my twitter, I saw a lot of stupid judge. In this case, because of hoax. Someone said that right after Hwayoung left T-Ara, T-Ara members start to unfollowed her although Hwayoung still following them. And someone also said that Yoseob unfollowed Jiyeon. SERIOUSLY? I checked it and nobody unfollowed Hwayoung, except Boram who indeed never follow Hwayoung before. And my friend said that Yoseob was never following Jiyeon. The funniest thing is, people just spread the news without check it first. In my twitter timeline, many of them RT-ing those news without knowing the truth. They even bashed them by saying how childish T-Ara for unfollowed Hwayoung, Jiyeon deserved for what Yoseob did, etc. I said that those just hoax until I'm tired to tell them. Shame on you people. It's a pity. And I know there must be someone who judge and bashed them because everyone near her/him did it first. Oh, I had it before. Just did it so everyone don't hate you? Classic.

once again, we still don't know the truth. but how about that sarcastic twitter? or Hwayoung mysterious tweet? Well, everything can be possible. Who knows who were lying? or maybe all of them is lying? Anything possible. But. If T-Ara members really bullied Hwayoung, there must be a reason of doing that. Bullying is a serious problem. oh believe me. I had it once when I was in junior high school. Some girls called me to come, and they scolded me and threatened me. No physical attack but it broke down my mental. The reason was because a boy. They didn't like me close to that boy, which in fact he was my best friend at that time. But I doubt that a professional group such as T-Ara bullied Hwayoung just because of ridiculous reason like jealous, or what. There must be something serious happen and forced them to think that there are no choice except bullying Hwayoung. Or maybe Hwayoung did something really bad and the members mad at her. I don't know. But I'm sure there is a reason. Hyomin already gave a clue, Everything happens for a reason. You know what?  I smell something fishy about this. And my feeling say that CCM/KKS is the one who caused all of this and both T-Ara and Hwayoung just a victim as well, but Hwayoung is the one who suffered the most. 

I'm still gonna say we don't know the truth. I'm sorry to anyone who offended by this. I'm not forced anyone.  It's just my opinion. I write this because I wanna free my full brain and reduce my burden. I regret who already judging and bashing. And I'm die to know what the truth is. Thanks

Sincerely